School is crazy .. Life is crazy. I barely have time for myself or anybody else anymore. In musical theatre class, I'm working on Cellblock Tango almost every night. Next week, I have to start working on duets. For acting, we're working on several exercises and we have scenes due next week so we can start rehearsing them. I have juries at the end of this semester, so I've been working on four songs for that. I have voice lessons once a week.

And something weird .. I've had my period for two weeks, and I'm becoming anemic again, I think. I feel weak .. tired .. unhealthy. I'm always tired now, which is partly from exhaustion and I think partly from becoming anemic. I'm taking iron pills, so hopefully that's better.

Today was an especially crazy/weird day. I'm really emotional right now, okay? And I walked out of the Humanities building at school, and I saw a huge ass poster of a dead baby; they were protesting abortion. What gives anybody the right to hold up a poster with a picture of a dead baby on it? It really upset me. I started crying. I almost wanted to turn around and yell at the guy. And then, in acting, I start crying again. I'm not sure why. I think it's because I was going through my exercise and I remembered something I had with me was something my mom gave me .. I haven't talked to her in a long time. I guess it upset me, but I was already getting upset before I even started. I don't know why; I just had a lot of emotions today.

Me and Gamyr are good .. great? I'm not sure. One minute, we're so good. And another minute, we're fighting. I love him a lot. A lot. We celebrated TWO YEARS last week, which is crazy. It's really crazy .. but so exciting at the same time. I feel like we can get through anything. I hope.

Anyway .. I should really get back to my character analysis for musical theatre.

xoxo brynne

I officially have internet in my new apartment. Which means time for blogging, which means time for talking about myself. Haha. :).

Anyway, I was NOT cast in any of my school's productions for this semester, but I can't be too upset because I was cast in one last semester. I have Oklahoma auditions on Monday and Grease auditions on Saturday. My voice is finally back after being weird for a while (which was probably because of the new apartment and my regular allegies). In my musical theatre class, we had to do an assessment to make sure we could sing. I was told I was a "definite" in the class, which made me feel really good about myself. Only a couple of people were told that.

Lots of things have been happening, but I have cramps right now and I should go to bed because I have class at 8:00 am. :).

Also, my computer fell off the couch and is offically broken/retarded. I need to take it to Circuit City to be fixed, but I think it did damage inside my computer because it's REALLY slow and keeps freezing up every few seconds. As I write this, I am going crazy. I guess I'll be asking for a new laptop for Christmas. :)

Anyway, goodnight for now.

xoxo brynne

Days Till I Move In to my Apartment: 3.5

All I can say is I am SO excited to move. It will be nice to be able to actually go out and feel like I'm my actual age. My grandma kind of treats me like I'm still in high school .. I'm going to be a sophmore in college on August 25th, and I would LOVE to be treated like I am. I understand that my grandma doesn't sleep well when I'm out .. but really, I would love to actually live life and enjoy being nineteen. Right now, I feel like I'm not doing anything because I don't want to keep her up at night. I think I'm due for some fun right about now.

Well, I don't plan on moving back in with her, which is nice. What would be even NICER was if I got a job, so I wouldn't have to worry about moving back in with her for a very long time, if ever. My loan from Wells Fargo will help me out for about two years-ish. Maybe more if my money makes money. :). We'll see.

I need to get back into shape, and I need to do something active. Gymnastics? Dance? Something. Luckily I start school soon, which means being more active. And, since I'm petitioning two dances classes (and if I get into them), it shouldn't be too hard to stay in shape.

Anyway, I also need to go to bed. I'm going to organize some more of my room tomorrow to make it easier for packing and then I need to go run some errands. Goodnight.

xoxo brynne